animestrinity's blog

FIRST THINGS FIRST

Okay, so for a Government project, I'm supposed to hand out a survey... My group chose the topic: Abortion

So... I'm supposed to hand this out to at least 10 guys and 10 girls... and I would like to get a more national poll than my local Mall Rats will provide me with... so I'm here.  For those of you who want to help me, here's what I need... copy and paste the following survey in an email (via my contact form) and delete all but your answer... or you can bold your answer... anything that will show me what your answers are.

Yes... I have the stiffles... that's Boyfriend's way of mocking my inability to say 'sniffles'... I'm wickedly sick... I only throw the wickedly in there because no medicine on Earth has made even the slightest dent in helping me... some cruel cosmic joke on Anime... The other night, I had taken Entex, Tylenol Liquid severe cold and flu, 6 little red sudafeds... and 3 seroquil... talk about being drugged up. I fell asleep for about an hour, and woke up to use the bathroom... and for the 3rd time in 3 years, fainted. Only this time (besides the nice bruise on my shoulder and butt) experienced what I found out is called tinnitus... I could hear this buzzing, but it was kinda crossed with static... and it kept getting louder... weird... it was sort of like an out of body experience... I could hear (along with the sound in my head) things going on around me, Boyfriend asking me if I was okay (he had heard a thud)... computer sounds... yet I couldn't respond... very strange... I also noticed they needed to vacuum the bathroom... well, I *was* on the floor... yeah, anyway.. If I hadn't fought so hard to attempt to get to the door and unlock it before I hit the ground (and wall on the way down... by the way, I failed at unlocking the door) I'd probably be in less pain right now... and even still, with all that medicine, I still couldn't breathe.... and believe it or not, I learned via Boyfriend, that evidently, I can get even more pale... and I do... after I faint.... I didn't think it possible.

Okay, I have to start this with a rant... sorry... I know most of you are probably sick of hearing people whine about their relationship troubles... I'll try to make the rant short and get onto something more interesting... maybe you'll have some decent advice for me.

So the past two days, I've been getting pretty much ignored by the Boyfriend... I'll also mention that my definition of being ignored when it comes to relationships is not your typical pretending someone doesn't exist definition... you'll see.  Plans last night, nothing special.. he said he'd stop by at the shop to visit me for a bit while his mother did my hair... no show... later he asked me to go see a house, but evidently I didn't get a hold of him soon enough and he made plans with his boss to ride the motorcycles to go see the house... fine... I was a little disappointed, but we were going to hang out when he got back.... hours and hours go by... he finally calls me at 10:30... asks me if I still want to come over.. uh, no. I'm in my PJs... in bed... too late.   Today... he doesn't even call me till almost 7 pm... side note, I ask him to call me when he gets out of work so I know he's available... well he didn't call me... he went and had lunch with his friend... came home... chatted with his mom... went to sleep.... calls me at almost 7pm and asks me to come over... well since he mentioned that we were gonna hang out with his friends tonight, I had actually spent time on getting ready... I get over there, go to his room and he starts calling some guy about a motorcycle, whoopdi doo... I turned on the TV really low, at volume 9 out of 100... he turns around and turns it down to 0... I left the room and stared at the fish... finally he comes out and mentions going to the movies... eh, I didn't really want to go, but I wanted out of the house since I had spent time to get ready... then he changes his mind... he wants to stay in... but he wants to watch some crappy movie that I don't get because it's the 3rd in a trilogy I've not seen. So after that movie is finally over, he leaves for a bit, comes back with popcorn and starts playing on the internet.... do you have any idea how sick I am of going over to his house only to sit and watch him play on his computer for hours?! I start getting restless and decide to leave... he gets pissed off... but he hadn't hardly acknowledged I was there, and hadn't even said a single remotely nice thing to me... I just felt like some speck... unwelcome.. like I was wasting my time.  so I left... anyway, he calls me later about a bulletin I posted in haste bitching and whining... asking me questions that every time I started to answer, he'd talk over me... he evidently knew all of the 'answers' to these questions from his own poor assumptions... so finally I asked him if I was allowed to talk, and after again being interrupted, he finally let me talk... I straightened out all of his thoughts...

Okay, so I figured it was about time to write another blog... because I love you all, and know you worry... okay so it's just for some attention...

So I killed my laptop a little over a month ago.... poor thing... was contemplating burial services... Ashton was helping me, and then I had a bunch of drama and disappeared from the internet almost all together... just checking in for a few moments a day...

Well... as I was misinformed... The kid that killed my cousin was NOT ever charged with murder.... why? because the Selma cops didn't submit all, or even full statements from the witnesses..... so they just dismissed it as 'self defense'...

Evidently my mother contacted some news reporter about it... and now that news team is gathering all the info they can, and going to gang up on the Selma Police Department, and bring this into the public eye... hopefully to get the department to actually go back and charge him with murder...........

Okay... so lemme tell you about my weekend... 

Saturday

I had a study group at 5... downtown.  I left at 4:30 and made my way there.... Some background info for those who have never been to Downtown San Antonio....... it's a mess... beautiful big buildings... horrible one way streets.  Well before I even made it there, the sun was in my eyes and I made a wrong turn... my attempts to turn back around were in vain as I ended up on many different freeways.  I was lost for over an hour... well not lost, but unable to get back.  I finally get to the street I need, only to realize, it's one way.... and I'm at the wrong side..... I spent another half hour working on that with Boyfriend on the phone the whole time (I don't understand downtown... but he does)... we were studying at Denny's and I FINALLY got there... thankfully only one person had left... so I sat... Entertaining us was the family next to us that was working at getting a free meal... even the daughter who had to be 11 was like 'you should just complain a lot so you can get it for free' to her dad... well the manager shows up and is like, 'I'm sorry, we'll take care of it.'  *guy keeps whining*... manager is like, "I'm sorry sir, I will personally take care of this for you."  *guy continues to be an a--hole to manager*... manager is getting annoyed and knows he doesn't have to take this, and for what he said next, he's my hero... he goes "SIR, did you hear me? I said I was going to take care of you. You and your family don't have to be  SMARTASSES, I can make you leave and throw my food away, it won't hurt my feelings."  WHOO!!!!!!  I like him... that made being lost for an hour and a half completely worth it.  Oh, and I guess for being next to that family, the manager gave us 25% off our meal.  It was great.

Okay, DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA....

Let's start this out with a question... Is it weird to say my Gramma uses a chainsaw?

Well, now that we've got you confused... and picturing an old lady with a chainsaw... My Gramma almost chopped off her pinky finger cutting a branch with a chainsaw... her hand was all sorts of mangled... thankfully she didn't do any serious damage, although she got a nerve so her pinky is numb.... they're going to try and fix that next month after she's mostly healed... because that makes so much sense to wait till it's healed to cut it back open.

I'm sooo sleepy right now... and achy... anyway...

Okay, so everyone remember the blog about my cousin getting shot on the 4th of July? Well a little over a week ago he went back into the hospital for hemorrhaging... it would stop, and start, and stop, and start... anyway, about 3 days after he went into the hospital, he went into surgery... where the bleeding started again... he lost blood faster than they could pump it into him, and he ended up passing away on the 31st...

LMAO!

Okay... so you know what... I have a confession... when I came to GuG, it was looking for codes to get into a private myspace page... that was almost a year ago.

Who's page you ask? (because I know you did)...  Some chick... aka, Boyfriend's "Best Friend"... now... this isn't why I dislike her... no, I hate her because of her personality... she's just one of those people I would hate no matter the circumstances of our meeting.  She got knocked up when she was a teen... got married and (surprise surprise) that didn't last... boyfriend met her because he wanted to... umm... how do I say this tactfully... sleep with her?... Whatever... I don't care, that was before I met him.  So anyway, she goes out partying all the time (leaving her kid with whoever... at least when I met her.. evidently she's 'changed' recently)... dressed like someone who should work on the corner of a street... I'm not exaggerating... she also was a 'Suicide Girl'... wow, what a role model she'll be for her daughter.