ibcute81's blog

Nothing really new going on here. I had been taking the pain killer Tramadol prior to finding out I was pregnant. I quit that cold turkey and didn't realize how addicted I really was. As far as the dr. told me there shouldn't be any issues with it as long as I stay away from it now. They are going to do an amnio in about 2 months. They are going to check a few things because of the complications with my last pregnancies. I also quit drinking alcohol cold turkey. I really didn't realize how much I was drinking until I quit.

Well as always this will end up being part rant part update.

UPDATE!!!

I am still working. Still loving my jobs.

I do still have a BF of sorts. He's BF 2.0...again. I went ahead and reformatted him. I really should get a mac next time.

June 9th, 2010 or around there should be a pretty interesting day for me. I'm going to have a baby.

Rant.

I really hate where I live. I love my best friend forever. But her BF really makes me want to rip my eyes out. Okay enough of that.

"Love is a minefield. You take a step and get blown to pieces, put yourself back together again and stupidly take another step. I guess that's human nature. It hurts so much to be alone that we'd all rather blow up than be single". Kate Welles (Famke Janssen) in Love & Sex (2000)

So I was thinking...hmm...is that such a bad thing. I have 9 piercings and 4 tattoos now. I plan on getting at least 5 more tattoos and about 5 to 8 more piercings. She freaks everytime I get a new one. She doesn't know about a few of them...Thank goodness for clothes. I was just wondering what everyone thought about piercings and tattoos if they are done tastefully?

When someone calls your roommates boyfriend and informs them they have a puppy they need to get rid of...make sure before you agree to buy the dog you ask HOW OLD the puppy is. I was expecting a cute little ball of energy. I ended up with an adorable 9 month old dog. Who is technically still a puppy, but...not what I expected. Better in a few ways, she's 90% house broken. Still very puppy like in wanting to CHEW CHEW CHEW. They had named her Bugsy...which I am not too fond of. I changed it to Baby. Which I like better, but it still sounds close.

I've been told a few times in the last few weeks that I've become a not very nice person.  I've asked the people who have said this why they think that is. No one really has an answer.  So this has been on my mind for a few days. I wonder what makes them say I'm not nice. I realize it's because I don't cater to everyone anymore. My needs come first, and a lot of people who have been my friends for a long time aren't used to that.

Life is good for me. I've gotten a lot taken care of being back home. I'm enjoying time with my friends and family and working So I know this is short. I'm starting my own clothing business soon with a friend of mine. This was just an update

If I wanted to hear your stereo I'd ask to sit in your car.

If I wanted to know why you were fighting with your girlfriend I'd stick my head out the window and ask you to speak up.

If I wanted to know that your car horn works I'd come downstairs and ask you to try it out just one more time.

When the stars go blue is a song by Tim McGraw.  I'm into country songs all of a sudden. I know it's just a phase. I really miss being able to go to my mom's and sit in her backyard and "watch the corn grow" on days like today. I don't know, I think the suburbs would be a better place for me. I'm just a country girl with a rock and roll soul and a city attitude..

I didn't want to take over 2na's Memorial day poll so I thought a blog about this would be a little better. The Monday night after mother's day my bf's cousin was driving to work and was hit by a drunk driver. He was killed. The cop who was about half a mile back said that the car lost control and hit a barier wall head on. There are 5 local lanes on the expressway where it happened.