Okay, I have to start this with a rant... sorry... I know most of you are probably sick of hearing people whine about their relationship troubles... I'll try to make the rant short and get onto something more interesting... maybe you'll have some decent advice for me.
So the past two days, I've been getting pretty much ignored by the Boyfriend... I'll also mention that my definition of being ignored when it comes to relationships is not your typical pretending someone doesn't exist definition... you'll see. Plans last night, nothing special.. he said he'd stop by at the shop to visit me for a bit while his mother did my hair... no show... later he asked me to go see a house, but evidently I didn't get a hold of him soon enough and he made plans with his boss to ride the motorcycles to go see the house... fine... I was a little disappointed, but we were going to hang out when he got back.... hours and hours go by... he finally calls me at 10:30... asks me if I still want to come over.. uh, no. I'm in my PJs... in bed... too late. Today... he doesn't even call me till almost 7 pm... side note, I ask him to call me when he gets out of work so I know he's available... well he didn't call me... he went and had lunch with his friend... came home... chatted with his mom... went to sleep.... calls me at almost 7pm and asks me to come over... well since he mentioned that we were gonna hang out with his friends tonight, I had actually spent time on getting ready... I get over there, go to his room and he starts calling some guy about a motorcycle, whoopdi doo... I turned on the TV really low, at volume 9 out of 100... he turns around and turns it down to 0... I left the room and stared at the fish... finally he comes out and mentions going to the movies... eh, I didn't really want to go, but I wanted out of the house since I had spent time to get ready... then he changes his mind... he wants to stay in... but he wants to watch some crappy movie that I don't get because it's the 3rd in a trilogy I've not seen. So after that movie is finally over, he leaves for a bit, comes back with popcorn and starts playing on the internet.... do you have any idea how sick I am of going over to his house only to sit and watch him play on his computer for hours?! I start getting restless and decide to leave... he gets pissed off... but he hadn't hardly acknowledged I was there, and hadn't even said a single remotely nice thing to me... I just felt like some speck... unwelcome.. like I was wasting my time. so I left... anyway, he calls me later about a bulletin I posted in haste bitching and whining... asking me questions that every time I started to answer, he'd talk over me... he evidently knew all of the 'answers' to these questions from his own poor assumptions... so finally I asked him if I was allowed to talk, and after again being interrupted, he finally let me talk... I straightened out all of his thoughts...
This is what trips me out... he had the gall to be pissed off that I came into his room (door was open) *unannounced* (he asked me to come over) while he was in the process of calling this guy about the motorcycle (this was his rebuttal for my being annoyed he muted the tv)... Might I add that he uses one of those stupid bluetooth headsets so I can't even tell when he's on the phone... I guess from now on I have to knock on the doorframe (since the door is open) and ask permission to come in even when he invites me over... Well unsurprisingly throughout the argument he kept trying to get me to break up with him, to which I finally responded that he needs to grow up and be a big boy and do it himself if he wants out. He kept saying that it was what I wanted, when I had to correct him that I've made no mention of breaking up with him in months, and as a matter of fact had only been mentioning fixing our problems... he kinda got quiet after that and said he was tired and hung up on me.. funny how someone can be tired at 11 PM even though they just woke up 4 hours prior... coincidentally.
Sigh... Rant over... and that's the short version... maybe someone out there has the advice of what to do... about what, I don't know... I'm just getting tired of things backfiring.
In other news, McDonald's french fries were really good tonight.. but I swear the kid that was working there was like 12 years old.
I also realized how much it irritates me to see people parked on the wrong side of the road... you're supposed to be on the RIGHT side of the road... if you're one of those people who swerve left and park just because it's easier, don't talk to me anymore... same rules apply in the cul de sac...
So now I'm on a hunt to find an XP Pro CD, since I doubt the boyfriend will be sharing his with me. I swear he makes me feel like I'm back in highschool... how dumb is that?
I miss driving... well that's a lie... but after getting all worked up tonight I went out and just drove around aimlessly... it was nice... although I had a lot of not so good thoughts about the city... kept envisioning catastrophes and such... kinda weirded me out... went under an overpass but for some reason I kept seeing it all broken and demolished... makes me want to move... but I miss driving in a therapeutic sense.
So who's ready for 2008 to be over with? *raises hand*
*tries to think of something interesting*
Ooh, here's a question for the females out there... been looking to try out new makeup... currently use that trendy mineral shtuff, and i like it, but I'm getting bored... I've got very light skin, and I like very dark eye makeup... black to be exact, or maybe intense colors... so what are some of your favorite cosmetics and why? I'm looking to hear about long lasting and intense colors... and liquid foundation doesn't work for me... so if you've come across something that was just awesome, lemme know!
And a question for the guys... what's the recipe for keeping a guy happy?
Ooh, another question for the girls, just out of curiousity... what's the recipe for keeping a girl happy?
Will compare and contrast, and hopefully come to some idea of how it can be beneficial.
I have a feeling tomorrow I'll be lonely, yet again... It kinda makes me sad that this is one of my last homework free weekends for a long while... this sucks.
. Also, if your a big nature enthusiast, they generally have listing of parks, walking trails, nature reserves etc... Thats how I tend to occupy myself when I feel the need to be occupied lol. But Im a pretty content person. My suggestion would be to find something you love doing and go crazy with it. Ex. I like to take pictures, so once in awhile I'll randomly just go walking through town trying to find awesome pictures waiting to be taken. Maybe if you like animals you could do some volunteering with the aspca or other localized shelters to your area
Re: Recipes for Happiness? Tired of Suckiness...
I think I told you before I kinda had my doubts as to why you stay with him, but now its confirmed: He wears one of those annoying bluetooth headsets?!?! No good person does that. Dump this dude now!